Archive for: Russia

By the sea, away from Russia

On the ferry Princess Victoria (Sochi - Trabzon) in Sochi port

Our days in Russia were like one big stomachache before the big exam – and long ours on the ferry to Turkey were like feeling just after the exam: all emotions pouring down our bodies and minds. read more »

Tears in Beslan

In the school in Beslan (Russia; North-Ossetia)

Very soon it will be 6 years when Beslan massacre took place. But in destroyed school building people are still crying. read more »

Russian road police: Shoot back!

The Russian road police (DPS) is knocking on our window

Every morning the same game: Maybe a fast cigarette with shaking, sweating hands before starting?  Shit I don’t smoke anymore. Or a sip of vodka? Bullshit, it’s morning. I feel like puking – have to find to a tree. I am sick. Starting the car means inevitable consequences.

I feel just like in school times before a big mathematics exam. You skipped the last classes, you are not prepared at all, you will fail badly.  I am sick. Leaving the house in the morning, going to school means inevitable consequences.

And still I turn the key and start the car. Driving three minutes and you see him from far away. You go slower, even if it doesn’t help, you see his white blue car behind the trees, his big hat. You see him looking at your car, at your foreign number plate, you see him raising his arm, pointing at you. Your heart is beating into your neck, you swallow not to puke. You hate him and you stop your car. read more »

Our very dark days in Russia

Crossing Russia: 150 km to Vladikavkaz

All bad what happened on our trip until now – happened during our one week in Russia. Why one week if we had 4-days transit visa? Police, closed border, police,  car workshop, again police: they know the answer… read more »